Do I think about meth every day now?

No, not anymore. Normal life is BUSY. I’m busier now than doing nothing tweaking. Granted, when you’re tweaking you feel like you are getting tons done but really you’re not. It comes up now and then in my mind, and honestly, I’ll find myself pine for it like a long, lost friend for a moment until gratefulness overwhelms me. That is why it is like a scar now; you’ll never forget about it. You can’t. It is like any relationship – you don’t forget but doesn’t mean you want to sleep with them again.

User, it can be that way for you too! I know, if you are still using it seems impossible that you can look back on it and not wish for it but that is the GOAL! It will be replaced in your life with healthy, normal activity and you won’t want to turn back to it. There is nothing good that comes from it. But being free from meth paves the path for dreams and goals. If there is a job you want, you can work toward it without meth. If there is something you want, you can have it without meth. See the pattern? WITHOUT METH.

So no, I don’t think about it every day anymore. Instead, just living life. So will you…

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About Carlee Walker

My name is Carlee and I'm a meth addict. I've been clean for nine years and celebrating normal life. Yes, a meth addict can have a normal life and the addiction can be like a scar on the knee. AND you don't have to face your addiction alone! Jesus has already promised to help us if we just call on Him - and my life is now fulfilling thanks to Him. Come, journey with me. Share with me. Grow with me. Together, we can celebrate normal life.